Leave out all the rest.
It’s about the now. I just want to have fun. That is all. I don’t care what I’m doing, I just need to be preoccupied cause if I’m left with too much time then I start to actually think about my life and assess it and that just gets me down. So right now, I need to be kept busy. With my job, with my friends, with material things. I like to create my own reality. Once every now and then, I’ll drift back and go into a psychotic mood swing but it’ll only last a few days because by then, I would have found something to preoccupy my thoughts. However sometimes the things I preoccupy myself with become the centre of my life and I find myself consumed with it. It’s a destructive cycle. I am 21. It shouldn’t about being tied down to one person. It shouldn’t be about going to the same places every week. It shouldn’t be about hanging with the same people every week. It SHOULD be about meeting new people via different mediums. Hearing their stories. Experiencing life with them. Owning that moment and appreciating it. If things don’t go your way, let it go and look for another story. Try new things despite the bad things you’ve heard about it because you won’t know for sure until you’ve experienced it. I always feel like time is running out. My time is running out. I don’t have time to try to explain myself to people, especially my family. I do the things I do because I believe in that moment, it was right and I leave out all the rest.
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twoeleven said:
truth » like to create my own reality! def 21 is FUN TIMES :)
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