February 2012
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3.16am I can't sleep. Too much on my mind. You're...
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How I wish you could see the potential.
The potential of you and me....
– Death Cab For Cutie
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This isn’t ok anymore. It’s not right.
I’ll be back soon.
If you’re on here keeping tabs on me.. Don’t.
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Good news for me. I got a temp full time position at my work place. Yay for not being unemployed. I forgot to share that last week. I cried for hours because I didn’t know what to do about my job. Not because I’m emotional wreck, because I cry when I honestly can’t make a decision. Actually.. I cried around this time last year in front of a boy in my car for like 3 hours....
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Today: I got another free coffee. 4 in a row, yay. Colleague asked me about my ex who is in the same field as me, with my boss sitting behind me. A pharmacist congratulated me on my ability to get a doctor to give me a script for something he rarely prescribes. I got into an argument with a friend. I listened to Death Cab and cried non stop. I played Triple Town. Incident with friend resolved and...
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I wish I had got that job in Coffs Harbour. I...
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You know when you’ve had an extremely stressful week and you have all this pent up energy from wanting to stab your competition and you know your periods are due soon, so when you have sex it’s like bam - that is exactly what I needed. Hung out with happy animal killing dude again. I don’t think I can do it again. I thought his overly happy nature could grow on me and be a...
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I’m lying in bed now, my skin smells like soap but my hair wreaks of festival. My shoulders are burnt and my stomach hurts from oncoming period pain. The last 36 days have been mentally draining. Too many highs and lows. Today was a mix. I did something today that I really shouldn’t have, but I had to in order to prove something to myself. I’m angry at a lot of people right now...
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11.35pm On such a low right now. And I smell.
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